When I was pregnant, I didn’t feel the need to put to much effort into looking nice, I dont know if it was the hormone imbalance but I felt nice almost everyday. Since then though I my self esteem was at an all time low. I felt insecure in everything I wore, no matter how much the husband tells me I look pretty.
But not anymore though cause I finally had time to get my eyebrows waxed after almost a year neglect. I did have a slight allergic reaction to the wax but it went away over night. I already feel a lot better about myself. My insecurities shrunk ten folds and as a result my phone gained 30 new selfies in its camera roll.
This is just the start though, I already started going to the gym and I’ve made an appointment for cut and color at the salon. I feel so superficial putting so much effort on looking good but hey, I really feel like I need to. I want to feel good about myself again. I want to have my self esteem back. I want to be able to leave the house confident enough to feel good. The husband tells me I already look pretty, God bless him, but I don’t feel confident enough to believe him. So he’s being all supportive with all these because he just wants me back to how I felt about myself before the baby.
Hopefully, this feeling continues and I won’t regret chopping off my hair. 🙂